my mom's health condition 28/02/'14

I haven't been blogging for a while because of some unfortunate times, I can say..

My mom is in the hospital right now with cancer in her brains and lungs. She is starting chemo next week. I'm a little scared but somehow also relieved because now I know what it is. The last weeks had been very though because we had no diagnose but today we received the news that it's cancer. It felt like a weight fell off my shoulders, I know my mom is going to stay with us although the cancer isn't curable, it is treatable.

I am going to update sometimes on how my mom is doing because I kind of feel I need to do this for myself, I need to write my feelings down somewhere.

My mom doesn't deserve this, she thinks it's God who is punishing her. I feel so sad inside when she says stuff like that, my mom deserves all the good and all the love from the world. She also doesn't want to fight against the cancer because she is a really negative person. I bought her some books about how to learn to be positive but she has trouble reading now. I hope she gets better soon because she is the best mom in the world.

this is my mom when she still lives with our family and she was still healthy.

Love, Sinitta