My mom is doing pretty good at the moment, the treatment with radiation has almost come to an end. She has become more positive now, she really wants to fight against the cancer in her body and that makes me feel a little bit happier.
But on the other hand, she's really struggling with her hair loss. She's totally bald now and she wears scarves, she doesn't want a wig because she wants to be honest with herself. I'm really proud of how she's dealing with these things. But when she goes out and people are watching her, I see she's ashamed.
The other day when she had to go to the hospital for radiation, she and the man who accompanied her stopped at a store for her and there were people she knew but isn't really friends with and they were looking at her, calling each other to look at her. If I had been there with her, I'm sure I would've started a fight or something, called out names at them. I'm ashamed in their place, they don't know any form of humanity. I hope for them they don't have to cross me when I'm with my mom because I'm not afraid to go up to them. My mom cried when she told me this and I was absolutely furious. People like that should be given instantly the same, you know. Instant bald, feeling like shit because you just came from a heavy treatment. I wonder how they would act then, see if they'd still treat people like that.
I'm staying at my mom's house from the 22nd until she gets back from the hospital, she's staying there for a week. I need to stay there because she has a little dog who can't be left alone at night. My grandma is also gone for a week, so the dog needs a doggysitter ;)
Love, Sinitta
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